I have come to realize that i need to stop screwing around. I need to focus on things that important and not to stress me out.
After seeing a friendship die, i have become more focus and aware of things. For me to learn something , i must do it by myself not have a group of people help me. It's going to be alot but , I think i can do it. Cause what's werid is that , I only have three things to do and never have enough time for them. I have been praying , yeah , praying to go to give me a sign and for some reason he has given it to me. By my water polo team and inspiring me to do better.
My polo team is awsome they always encourage me to do my best. Also they are always there for me even if i am being an ass , whole. Wats weired is that i never noticed that. I never noticed alot of thing until now. Personally , I just never noticed on how much time i have been screwing around when i should be doing things. Also My coach is awsome too because he teaches me not to screw around and make time to do things. I guess , i have to put my club actitives away for now , so i can foucus and interact well.
Also i have to rest well too and make sure i have time to hang out.
As season's coming along , i realize this will be a tough and interesting year and I am excited for all teh challenges and tests to test my self. Lets see the comander coming out for real.
That means no more DA until Seasons done. :3 Sorry guys , all the pictures will have to wait. but hey , i will still be on here giving out comments :3

She knows who she is.
A Friendship of mine died today. The end is done. The burden as lifted of my chest. I didn't have to say it, but she doesn't know how happy i am right now. I feel like i was going under and now I feel like i can breath again. I feel really happy for the first time. I really like my life right now. I new chapter as began for me and now I can close my old one.
Thank you agian !

lol , i am just saying another year as i get older XD
but yeah , today was an awsome brithday. :3
I am quite happy :3
AAABASDBMSDBMSNDFBMSNDBFSMABSMNBMNDSBMFN SBMA I JEALOUS OF ALL U PEOPLE AND THEIR TIME TO DRAW STUFFFF , I LIKE HAS NO MORE TIMEEEEEE
ALSO UR SMEXY LINEARTS TOO .. IF I DIDN'T MENTION D:


Well yeahhh , i will update soon , i hope D:

my grades are okay this year , i have like 5 As and one werid one but it's okay i am going to bring it up and stuff , I working hard. OMG OMG OMG on saturday , i has my frist game
it's gonnnnna be sooooo awsome
lol
okay that's it ttyl b/c i has my enjoyable hw to do ,seriously it's enjoyable

So when do I get a breather ?
I ask my self everyday, I found out that I don't. I don't get a breather because of my flaws in life. First , I became a chatter box on my phone. Second I really wanna procastinate noe. Thrid of all , I have spreaded myself to wide.
I am saying all of this because , I am admitting that I do all of these things, From this journal on , I am going to stop.
My grades are goodish but I have a couple of B's that I need to work on. My parents are threatening me if i don't get good grades I can't play water polo. So Yeah , I am going to get good grades and make them smile. That is final.I am going to do my best because i have been laggen it D: